MUSIC

~~Monday, October 30, 2006~~

This morning, what crystal gabrielle (her baptized name) told me on saturday at the nu skin centre. The founder of nu skin is a M (Go guess what it is). Hmm... it just struck my mind and i want to go and read about it. I also read about opus dei.

According to what crystal-gab and sharon told me, their faith is very weird. They believe that women must give in to men. erm, give in in the sense that have S (the 3 letter word). I was like huh? They only recuit men as member. They have this ritual that men have sex with women and they will see Jesus if they hit orgasm. (all these might not be true cos ttz what my 2 friends told me) I was like erm. It sounds like the movie da vinci code i saw but that was more on opus dei. Opus Dei is a Catholic organization founded by Pope John Paul the second.

After reading from wiki, i was like...mmm...okay. So? I read just for my own info cos i'm full of curiousity but not to worry, after reading it, it didn't affect much of me. I'm still as strong as ever and i will get stronger! Let's not talk about this. It's a sensitive topic.

Talk cock time!

I just wrote this lyrics last week and the title was 'deng ni shuo ai wo'. I haven got the melody yet. LAZY to think. My sister (eunice) gave me this 2 sentences and ask me to continue. She told me her friend said that the senstences don't link. So what? I asked her to use ez-link! HAHA! (shivering...so cold) I read it and i told her to give me 15 mins. see what i can come out with. The time than was 11+? i can't remember. should be around there. what's next, I can't continue so told her i wrote a brand new one for her. WOO! I can't believe i said that! My chinese vocab really private limited sia! I think think think and think. No inspiration, no...nothing. Crap. I was praying for some ideas to come by and ah ha! suddenly, something struck my head! Thank God. okay, every song tells a story. The story is from 2...erm..no...3...erm... is 4 of my rather close friends. It might not be happening in them but based on my oberservation and imagination, the lyrics managed to came out. cool! To protect the identity of them, i shall not mention their names. I asked Ah Guang and Rach for help. They ask me why but i never say. haha, don SMACK me JING TING! I...m...soo...rry. Simple words. This song was written by me, co-written by guang cos he add and edited some parts. Must credit guang and rach. haha! paiseh ar! I suddenly feel that writing lyrics quite interesting. I want to write again. I got some song title in my mind: yi xiang qing yuan (unrequitted love), tao bi, bie xiang tai tuo. I find the song title cool!

You know what i told my sister friend when she wasn't confident to send her song for the competition? I told her, next time we won't be singing 'gae wo ni de ai' by Tank but we will be singing your song! Must have confidence in your work! If u think it is not good, it will really chialat. JAY CHOU won't be standing up high if he doesn't have confidence in his work. He is damn confident and His ego super big lorz! Those sentences were really random. I also don't know what went thru my mind.

Talk cock session stop for the time being! I go do my RJ.

8:00 PM

I'm gonna bring my digital camera this friday! Tell you. I'm gonna capture all of them unglam. BIG TIME! Wahaha!

some pictures taken at the tanglin camp. It was fun!

Song di wannabe. Wee Siong don't act cute!

Sarah?! ah mui!!! Where are you? arr...found ya!

Rachel~ smack right down in the middle!!

That's me!

model wannabe? Superstar wannabe? oh crap!

who are they? haha! supposingly there's a bird like creature in the middle but my hp camera capture it too slow. Left these 2 weird creatures standing there and pose.

5:49 AM

What a boring day.

This morning in the train. The train stopped at woodlands and i was about to get down. There was this tootpid uncle standing in front of me. I thought he wanted to get down too. So i waited for him to move. DUMB. He never move! i was like standing behind him and waiting like a idiot. The most irraitating part was the uncle moving his body from left to right as if he was waiting for the rest in front of him to get down.

I'm falling asleep. The medicine i took made me drowsy... i'm sleepy! worse still, it's storywriting today. CRAP!

1:30 AM

~~Wednesday, October 25, 2006~~

alamak. ah ku so long never blog sia. I almost forgot that i have a blog! wahaha! hmm, what makes me wanna blog is becos. BIG TIME!!!

1) I took a cigarette from my classmate and smoke!
2) I cannot open the final cut format files that i've saved last week! (GG)
3) UTA not saved properly. Alina came to class to find me. (GG)
4) Re-shoot.
5) I'm not willing to accept the fact that all the stuff that i did was gone. I put so much effort it and it is gone with the click of fingers? Jesus Christ!
6) All the crap that happened on tues (hari raya).
7) kena chopped by rach.
8) I curse and swear the worse in my life. All the F***, cheesebun and lunchboxes start coming out.

GOSH! was that me?! I doubt so. After doing it, den i start to realised what am i doing? u freako?! I really must pray and ask for forgiveness.

Lastly, i wanna say a big thank you to rach, ah guang, luke, abby, daphne. Especially to rach and ah guang for encouraging me and not giving up on me. I LUB THE BOTH OF YOU! Wait, I still want to thank God for having such friends around me.

wa kaoz. i felt that i was writing letter sia. or maybe some last words before i go but all these words r from the bottom of my heart. I SWEAR.

Hey, i realised something, I like to swear a lot. hmm, must stop swearing from now onwards. SWEARING don't seem to work. Cos promises are broken easily.

ARrr... what the heck am i thinking and typing. The above 2 paragraphs starting from wa kaoz are just nonsense. You can jolly well ignore it. crap, i'm talking cock again.

chialat, so late already! I must ask for forgiveness. gtg.

9:10 AM

~~Thursday, October 12, 2006~~

I was damn freaking tired yesterday. I slept for only 3 hours. Friday was the who killed santa 2 event. It ended @ 2 and i reached home @ 3am in the morning. I ate my kimchi cup noodles, washed up went straight to bed. After 3 hours. I woke up @ 0730 in the morning to bathe and meet abby and company @ sentosa for work. Our job is to look after the drinks before the zouk stuff come and take over. It was hot and boring. But still, i get to see hunks and babes walking around siloso beach. haha! I got to know this hunk called Aaron. He is the in charge of red bull. The zouk out event starts @ 8pm. we had to rot until 0430 in the evening before we can leave. Damn tired. Please don't ask me to club anymore. I don't belong there. Unless u got a very good reason.

After that, i chiong to service. Alamak. I reached early and waited for crystal. Later i went to mos burger to eat becos i was freaking hungry. I ate a mos chicken and a small milk tea. we went late and praise and worship was over. We were in time for sermen. Phew. Li yan was surprise to see me cos she tot i wouldn't come. Yea. I came but was late.

I was so damn freaking tired beocs i haven sleep for 2 days. on wednesday, I went to Gotham penthouse to support lisa's event. After reaching there, there was less than 30 people in there. Boring like shit. Mr andy suggested minstry of sound. argh... I went in and realised, woo~ a lot of people sia~! But sianz, my spirits were dampened by the crowd @ gotham penthouse. I went 2 places. Gotham and mos. I reached home @ 3am. woke up early in the morning to find my shirt, only to realized my sister wore it. I called her and chiong down to novena to get her take off that shirt she was wearing. That white police polo tee. Some might have seen it before.

I was one of the team leaders for the event. every team had 10 people. Team leaders were sipposed to facilitate the team members to find the clues and crack the case. They will report and tell me. During discussion, i was practically repeating what they said. When i've repeated, they were like " that's what we've said." i was like " oh, ok." Damn, i can't bring myself to forward. I kept repeating myself to remind me and think what am i supposed to say. Luckily I got team member who's very on the ball. Crystal. Tired as me but still very on the ball.

2 sleepless nights! I'm going bonkers soon! I still tired now. I want to sleep more.

9:24 PM

Hey, ever thought how your name will sound like if in chinese? (Those who had christian names) Yesterday crystal was talking about her baptism name, Gabrielle. Her mom said it sounds like gae bu liao meaning cannot give in chinese. haha. come to think about it, mine sounds like da niao (big bird). Ha!

I remembered in year 1, my classmates did a research on christian names translated to chinese. I notice something. when the names go with the surname 'Tan', the chinese translation is funny~

Ben Tan=ben dan which means stupid
nelson tan=niao shen dan which means bird laying egg
Jason tan= je shen dan which means thief laying egg
Jeremiah=je lai le mei you which means thief come already?
sarah=sha la which means salad.

These are some that i've heard of. Funny huh? sorry if you're surname is Tan. haha. Tan in chinese is chen and my surname is chinese is also chen. I'm poking fun of my own surname too.

9:20 PM

~~Tuesday, October 03, 2006~~

I found my black book a few days ago. Inside the black book, I found a lot of things that i've written during secondary school and poly year 1. Guess what?! I've found a lot of lyrics inside th black book... wow! (er...maybe is nothing to some of you). I wrote a lot of songs in the black book. Those lyrics were cool! My imagination really went wild that time. I think i was mad.

There wasn't really much drawings, most of it are words. W-O-R-D-S. Chinese characters. My chinese must be real good that time. wahahaha...now cannot make it already...sobz.

The day before, my sister ask me want to participate in the 2nd annual song writing competition held by HIM records. erm...in case u don't know, HIM records is , the record label which S.H.E belongs to. I was like...erm...I haven't been writing for a long time. Let's put writing and composing aside, I wasn't even thinking of ideas! Wahaha! Too lazy. My keyboard is rotting outside the living room because i have to give way to my desktop. The other reason was, i don't have proper recording device. My sister's friend got a KORG keyboard leh, i only got one casio keyboard and a guitar. I use hp to record. Sianz

I talk so much but actually the main point is i SHY. hehehe...

A lot of ideas went through my mind and i stored them into my cpu. I got the concept of a mahjong song after the racial harmony overnight event but lazy to write. I started writing the lyrics a few days ago. AH... i got hard time with the lyrics sia! My chinese vocab is private limited sia. Still got a lot lah... lazy to type.

Just now fulin called me. The first qn she asked me was: eh, guess who i saw just now? my answer was Shirley. Ha! I got it. Actually i knew it. Besides her, who else would give her such a great shock until she will call and tell me? She said shirley talked to her and she said "chua sai" man! According to what fulin told me, Shirley was racking up the old stuff and want to pick a fight with fulin. A leopard never change it's spot. she still talk very loud lorz...

Today after school, me, rachel, harng, luke, song and guang went to gelare to eat again! Rachel was meeting her parents. After eating, her father came. He said hello to us, shake our hands and addressed us by our name. wahaha...later she left with her parents. We left after that. Then luke and guang said, eh, her father addresses us by our name... eh eh... den i look at them. "got chance ar! hmm..." After that we decided to sms her. luke and guang's sms was like this " luke and i/ Guang and i are very honoured that your dad addressed us by our names". Mine was both their names with I. The rest of the words are the same. we sms one after another. song was the last. He wrote "ya loh ya lohz"

Rachel replied "HAHAHAH. Very funnya h. Making me laugh now." we replied back "ya loh ya lohzz". Just now we were so near to a 50 dollars note that we didn't realized that it was money. An auntie picked it up and ask us. we said no. Than the auntie take the money and walk away. Before she left, guang said to the auntie, gong xi ni. The auntie laughed.

Tired sia...mai gong liaoz... stop her for now.

7:27 AM