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~~Monday, November 27, 2006~~

Just before i go to sleep tonight. I want to share some stuff i saw when i was waiting for my turn to see the doc at the clinic.

I came across this poster on the wall of the clinic. It says Andropause. I wonder what kinda illness was that? I continued reading. The poster says it happens to men over the age of 40. The symptoms are low sex drive, lack of energy etc. This is due to low testosterone.

what is testosterone? Testosterone is a hormone which helps to build protein and is essential for normal sexual behavior and producing erections. It is to males what estrogen is to females.

Alright, if you have any of the symptoms mentioned above, do consult your family doc. HahAx.

I know this is nonsense, stop it! errrr... okay, talk cock time!!!

what?! Today i must really say something. I cannot stand the air con in class. It's killing me!!!! I'm so cold and i'm having a damn serious flu lah. I'll take a long time to recover thanks to RP.
Talking about cold. My fren is now at NYC. wahaha. She said there is cold. wooo...~~~. The people there don't understand what the heck she was talking about. They will go like huh?! and than answer her. Ha! need time to absorb and decipher what the heck she is talking about. The food portion damn big, everyday burger. I was like wa! sure FAT FAT FAT.
FAT- are you overweight? nah, that's not the point. lolx. Rubbish. I want to oink oink already. Otherwise got pimples ar! Experts say that the best time to slp is 11pm-1am. 11pm your body will start to sleep. 1am, your skin will become active cos they are changing cells for the new day. Go sleep now! I've missed my sleeping time! arrrr~~ *coughs*

Labels: medical

6:53 AM

Go to a moutain top and find a tree. In Singapore, there is not mountain, only hill. That is red hill. Ney mind. Just go up a slope, find any tree there. Dig a hole and whisper all your secrets into the hole and than use mud/ soil/ grass to seal it up. The secret will be remain unknown forever. (from the movie in the mood for love)

I find this way of keeping secrets is lame but on the on the other hand, it is quite cool. A tree is a living thing but yet it can't talk. Some people will tell secrets to their pets or soft toy. which are you? Or do you have any special way to keep secrets?

what is the meaning of secret?

Labels: talking cock.

6:32 AM

~~Saturday, November 25, 2006~~

43th Golden Horse awards has come to an end. The results were surprising. Aaron Kwok, got the best actor for 2 consecutive years! Last year was san cha kou, this year is fu zi. Sadly, i didn't get to see both films. San cha kou was screened on cinemas last year, but i missed it. Fu zi was not screened in singapore yet. If it happened to screen in singapore cinemas, I will definitely go watch it! As i expected, Best actress was zhou xun; perhaps love. She's a good actress, seen quite a number of her movies. The recent one, the banquet (ye yan). I think i need to go borrow DVDs to watch. Best feature film, fu zi.

I really think asian films are getting better these recent years. Especially chinese films. Only the recent 3-4 years than i know how to appreciate chinese films. I've been watching a lot of chinese films and i find them really amazing! I think 'potatoes' (the ang mor pai) should watch chinese films. I'm trying to act like a cultured woman, watching all those 'chim chim' chinese artistic films.

nonono... Although i act act, but some of them i really understand lah! mai siao siao.

Labels: Movies

7:12 AM

~~Tuesday, November 21, 2006~~

Today I gave guitar lesson to a mediacorp actress. This is my first time teaching a person how to play guitar. No no no, I'm not there to teach her how to play. I'm hired to teach her how to pose. Haha! How to be a poser!

Guess who is she? ah ha! Campus superstar female champion, Teresa! She's younger tha n me (guess so...hmm, yea). I thought she will speak to me in english but she spoke to me in chinese. That surprises me. I had a hard time speaking chinese at that moment cos my mode was tune to english and not chinese. I took quite a while to switch back to chinese. We had a chat a few minutes before the class ended. Ha! she said my accent don't sound like singaporean... I replied 'oh really?! haha! i'm holding a pink IC.'

Her friend was a bit distracting in class but he asked me if he could stay in. I find no reason to reject him so i agreed. I think her fren was there and she cannot concentrate. Her boy friend was from RP. I think he is also an actor, starring in the same TV drama as her. Whatever, anyway i'm not really into campus superstar or whatever singing contests. She looks shorter in person.

Alright, tomorrow we shall move to block E3 for lesson. Watch out!

Labels: celebrity

7:46 AM

~~Monday, November 20, 2006~~

I felt that everywhere i go, people will ask me for directions. From, kids to adults, Ang mors to cheenas. arrrr... i'm getting irritated.

when i work, customers will ask me for directions. When i go shopping, ang morz will ask me for directions. Now i'm not let off even when i go to school!!!! aRRRrrRRrr...!!!

I want to quote a phrase from my Sister Liz. 'Life sux'

As usual, this morning, I took 169 to school. If you take 169 from AMK, u will have to cross the overhead bridge to get to school. Just before the stairs of the over head bridge, there's a parking stop which says, 'for authorized vehicles only'. A taxi stopped there and a lady (she sound like a maid), came out and stopped me. she asked me" how do you get to woodlands ave 9?" I said this is already woodlands ave 9. Just than, that taxi ah zek (uncle) came out and show me a map. ah zek" how to go this place?" At that instant, 3 lines appeared at the side of my forehead. -_- |||

_|```|O I was rushing to class and there they are wasting my precious time. Gosh! I just told them it's just round the corner. HeeeHeee. I don't even know where the place was.

Just pray that u get the correct place! Why do i always get this kinda of shit?!

Anyway, i was early. Thank God. hahax I'm the first one to reach class! laugh out loud! MUAHAHA.

One big piece of news! I've cut my hair! I felt so light now. from so long to so short. I never regret after cutting. I felt refreshed after cutting. I'm 18 year old now. i told myself ' time to grow up!' From Tuesday onwards, you will see a brand new me! 'Hi, I'm a new, nice to meet you! what's your name?' nice intro rite? No more lame jokes (tell me it's no more), I'm getting down to serious business dudes! C-H-A-N-G-E

-S-U-R-P-R-I-S-E-

Labels: fortune

7:01 AM

~~Thursday, November 16, 2006~~

I remembered what i want to write. I was trying to come out with a melody. I was sitting in front of my keyboard. Finally, something came out of my brainz. The sad thing is, the thing was not saved into my brainz yet and my sister just barged into my room and KP me. Everything's gone!!! arrr!!! diao.

okay, that's it. the end! bye!

7:39 AM

Alright, I did wrote in my previous entries saying that i'm gonna write on some interesting. Thank you for the feedbacks on my taggie board! hahax. Greatly appreciated.

My dear shepherd gave me this link that is about Christian Apologetics and Research Minstry. you can go and take a look.

This is the Link: www.carm.org

I realized i enjoy researching and reading stuff. Now i found something interesting. Cult groups. haha. U think i'm out of my mind. I just read on this group called Jehovah Witness. some of my friends told me to be careful when i read. Yea, i know and i'm still standing strong. No worries. My faith will only get stronger and not weaker! Alright, that's not the point. This group of people go door to door, want you to do 'book' studies with them, and teach doctrines not in line with the Bible. They are persistent and well trained by the Watchtower Organization. (sorry if the font is different cos i copy n paste from the site)

Alright, i donno what happened to my fonts. The words are all in BOLD now! From what i know (cos i heard from my fren [sheep-mate] ), they don't believe in artifical prolong of life. For example, if u got kidney failure, you cannot change kidney. Cos if God wanna take u away, u cannot run away. erm, you only can pray, pray and PRAY! Fair enough, to pray is the right thing.

Let's not talk about this, very tiring. If u wanna read more, go to the link i give. Time to crap!

Just now andy ask me
miyavizm (andy):
Hey, do you find me disturbing at times?

I want to shave my hair! {keyboard-ing} (me):
yea, cos wrong timing. but alright lah, cos i never really talk to u in class, so chat online lorz.

miyavizm (andy):
I just wanna disturb ppl

miyavizm (andy):
is just like tat

miyavizm (andy):
im too bored

miyavizm (andy):
no one talk to at home

yea, this is part of the conversation. Andy, u r a cool guy, do you have any interests. passion or hobbies? Try looking into it, maybe you will find something you are interested in and it can also fill your boredom.

aiyoh, I forgot what i wanna say. dotz.

7:02 AM

~~Friday, November 10, 2006~~

My fren told me i'm scary. Being my fren is tiring. Oh yeah?! maybe it is or maybe you have not understand me well enough. Many people seem to understand me but not really. people who know well enough knows that i'm actually very quiet. My words will get lesser as the days goes by. The 'joker' me is just trying to entertain people.

Sometimes I don't talk to you doesn't mean i give you attitude. It's just that i don't wanna talk or talk to you. Air-headed. I don't feel like it. It's just a feel. I'm a feeler. Everyone sees me as a lamer, noisy kid but in reality i'm not. Not everyone is able to see that. I'm surprised that one of my classmate observed it and he told me. I think only he understands me. thanks dude. U know who you are.

So, tomorrow i'm going to get my hair cut and start afresh. short or not?

7:37 AM

~~Wednesday, November 08, 2006~~

After today's lesson, I realized a lot and i'm enlightened. Different people have different sensitvity levels. some are totally insensitive. I shall not mention names. Some are over sensitive. I shall not mention names again. alright, i belong to this group. why i belong to this group? simple cos i don trust people easily as i got hurt before. by who? A fren. ney mind, that's not the issue here.

I did something really amazing today! I'm able to control my temper! Praise God! Thank God! I almost screamed at my teamamate but i swallowed my temper down. This teammate of mine is really a piece of wood. sensitivity level zero! Living in his own world. I shall not mention names again! u know who. dim sum. oops! sorry. i missed the har gaw and siew mai at tong lok too much.

The 'you know who' sounds like Lord Vodemort in Harry Potter. hahax.

Take for example, i did a crazy thing today. I kissed abby!!! No lah, I kissed my own thumb only. Everyone freaked out. You know, jaws dropped, crows flew pass, pigs were flying and the skies turned green. Not forgetting the unicorn which just whizz passed. Auntie Rach asked me to keep a arm length away from her. I was thinking, come'on lah, i'm not interested in you anyway. I'm STRAIGHT! I almost faint everytime i go near you. Waaa.. as if she go BO (body odour). No lah, family and frenz, jing ting is a nice girl, she bathe n pray daily. muahaha. wth?! what am i talking about?! alright, pls delete it from ur HDD. and i mean PERMANENTLY delete!

Why buang is asked to leave? tell me why? I just got to know better about him and i'm beginning to like him and he's gone. humph. This is so unfair. I mean i totally agree with my classmate. She said that we always talk sensitive issues like SEX n PORN (let's be open) but y when he talk about it u guys were like uh~?! just becos he's a faci n he should be treated this way?! I mean be open lah! Although there are a lot of stories about him but i don really bother cos those are the past, what i know about him is now. The present him- I only know that he's a cool faci n nice guy who care and concerns about his student grades. He gives more attention to gals but i mean if u have the capability to do it, he won't hinder you and he will let you do it. Probably this is just my point of view. Others may not agree to what i said. hahaz.

Forget it, let's drop this subject.

I'm going to be 18 in another 1/2 an hour time! yea! Although i typed 'yea', my feeling is as still as water. I got no excitement. Probably as one gets older, you won't be that enthu. cos mentally old and tired. (what am i talking about again) To all old people out there: u will understand what i meant.

I just chatted with andy just now and honestly speaking, i like this brother. He's really cool. We just shoot whatever we feel n guess what? 'great mind thinks alike'. I anticipating your surprise dude! You like R a not? hahax.

7:10 AM

~~Monday, November 06, 2006~~

According to the Islamic calender my birthday is on Wednesday 29 Raby` al-awal 1409 A.H. (Gregorian to Hijri)

The Hijri date is the Islamic calendar. It started in the moon year in which prophet Muhammad

immigrated from Makkah to Madinah.

Cool rite? Thanks Hanis. I saw this on her blog and went to try it out.

Yoy can go try it out too.

This is the url:
http://www.islamicfinder.org/dateConversion.php?mode=ger-hij&day=9&amp;amp;month
=11&year=1988&date_result=1

6:25 AM

I want to say a BIG thank you to my family and frenz. Joanna, ah chew, jia chee, wai kiat, benjamin. Erm, not forgetting those who shared the present. I don't know who shared. hahax.. but still, thanks anyway. haha. I LUB YOU ALL!!! MUACKZ.

5:15 AM

Just now my mama told me that one of our neighbours passed away. The cause of death is Lung Cancer. I was like huh? She don't smoke or anything. After my mother told me the whole story den i know. The cancer cells spread to her lungs from the spinal cord. Haix. She's only 50 years old. I heard from my mama that her last wish is to see her son get into polytechnic. I don't think she got the chance to see it happen. Her son can't be bothered about his studies. That's the saddest thing. I feel sad for her.

Alright. Crapping time!

Today's lesson wasn't as hard/ as bored as i tot.

I'm a little tired.

3:54 AM

~~Friday, November 03, 2006~~

so, next week is my birthday. 9th november. I'm still considering to go to school or not. It's a thursday. BUANG's lesson. Boring big time sia. I chatting with rachel and i realised my blog enteries were mainly nonsense. I think i should seriously consider what am i going write next time. Must got substance!

This saturday i'm going out with my secondary school mates to celebrate my birthday. oh crap. steamboat again. Later will be another drinking session. I'm really training my liver or am i straining my liver? Before that, got holy preparation at church.

After my birthday, i'm 18 years old. I think I really need to get down to some serious business. I've been playing and wasting away 17 years of my life. I cannot go on like this. I need to plan.

Alright, when i say i need to plan, i will receive comments such as ' wa, sure a not? Not like your style leh' or ' mai siao siao, look who's talking?' or ' my toes are laughing, you just can't see it'

True enough, it is really not my style, i will not plan ahead. Not more than a month. Besides, i'm a messy person and my life is in a mess! Yo! Time to tidy up my room!

oh no! I'm talking cock again. no no no no... cannot. wait, ney mind, even if i talk cock, I'm still not up to the standard where i can sell ice to eskimo! HAHA!

okay, alright. The next topic will be on some scientific thesis. For now, I'm reading up on the blair witch project. I don't know anyone remember this movie a not. It is based on a true story. If i remembered correctly, in the year 1994, a group of students/ filmmakers? (i'm not sure) went to this town to do their research. went into the woods, and never return. okay, let's not talk about it. I'm feeling uneasy now. middle of the night. arrrr... crap

Let me go back to my forte. talking cork! This time i'm not talking cock but talking cork. (alright, it's just a change of words but the meaning is the same)

This morning, I was inside the train. There was this guy standing right in front of me. The train reached woodlands. Everyone was about to get down. The door opened. alright, everyone got down and guess what? I was waiting for the guy in front of me to get down but he didn't! damn! He wasn't getting down but his actions and his body language shows he wants to get down n was waiting for people in front of him. I'll describe how he moved. He move forward a little as the train is approaching, he twitched his body from left to right, showing that he's waiting for the train to stop. MAN! I waited behind him like an idiot until the train door was about to close.

haiz...k, that's all for the day.

12:09 AM

~~Thursday, November 02, 2006~~

okay. Rach said that people swear because of? Heck care about this question first. I swear because people are not convinced by me. Why people don't trust me/ convinced by me? Not because I don't keep promises because of my character. I don't give a damn to anything (bochup) and I always joke around. NO ONE takes me seriously since young. I'm not going to swear anymore. A YES is a YES, a NO is a NO.

I confess. Danielle is my baptised name. Thanks sia. The name was so random. Not many know cos i nv say. I'm still trying to get use to this new name. How this name came about? I got this name in the toilet. C.gabrielle like the 'le' sound and her list of names have the 'le' behind. I never thought of adopting a new name but they say choose one lah. den i okay lorz. If you happen to see this entry, please PLEASE don't call Danielle cosssss i won't answer, erm, i might not answer u. I'm trying to keep low profile. i hate attention. Please address as chen mei yun, yun, chin, Ah mee, ah bao or madam.

I swear, no, i don't swear anymore. I want to say something, I'm sorry jingting! I'm sorry wenhe! I'm sorry fu guang! Sorry for teasing u guys all these while. When i say sorry, i mean it . Please take me seriously this time. 我, 陳美雲, 在此向你們說聲抱歉! WAHAHAHA. I sound so serious. _|```|O (from train man)

Yeah, tomorrow going Singapore Binennale!

4:51 AM