MUSIC

~~Thursday, December 07, 2006~~

joanna ask me why i so long never talk to her. answer: cos i got no time, i'm tired, don't feel that there is a need to talk. she said she sad. Hey, Some things are better to be left unknown. The more you know, the more complicated it will get. I'd rather I be the one being sad and worried, den ten people getting worried and sad for me. Don't ask me why break? why this why that? okay? I hate the word W-H-Y or anything that starts with W. I will tell when i want to say. For now, i don't feel there is a need to tell. I'm fine and i'm happy. I love my mother and my frenz.

nana, if you see this, i want to say I LUB YOU. Don't be sad. I will talk to you MORE in the future. Both, on fone and msn. you're right, i don't get to see you everyday. Nowadays, we don't meet up to go to school, neither did we go home together after school. We only meet outsude school time to play or go shopping. Thanks for the pictures. I don't even know we took so many pics at sun plaza. Here are 2 of the many we took.

See, cam whoring @ sun plaza! I hate to act cute but i have to do it becos of her. arrr~

Ahhh~~ my hair! Gone. I'm short hair now.

Damn, i'm so hungry now. Haha, just finished cooking dinner for my family... i'm off to enjoy my dinner now!

12:48 AM

~~Tuesday, December 05, 2006~~

Today is the last day of the module selection and i chose music appreciation for elective. CRAP. I just found out from hanis that students are to write a 2000 word essay. I was like what the heck?! 2000 word?! isn't it the same as the pp report? Write about? Mozart? Chopin? History of them? G major, E minor scale? oh dear. I thought it was a slack module. That's what i heard from mr david chow. According to what he says, PPT can by finished by 1230. When I heard that i was like WA! so shiok ar? Little did i/ we know what's behind this module. arrr... felt so cheated. abby, guang and liz don't know this news yet. Should i break the news to them or let them find out themselves? hmm... i need to contemplate. None of them is online now. Tell them tomorrow cos anyway we are going to k box tomorrow.

Can someone tell me how to appreciate music? Chester? Jamie? Tell me!!! Oh God please tell me! I guess i have to go revise all my scales and read up on Mozart and gang. (and gang?! hehe, i donno how to spell their names.)

7:28 AM

I realized one weakness in young people nowadays. They are cowards and i have to admit i'm one of the cowards too! Young people nowadays are too reserved and dare not to express their feelings to the people they like. If i like the person, just tell her that u like him/ her lorz. You'll never know what is going to happen next. So what if you get rejected? At least you've tried before. No point writing and hinting it as personal message on your msn. The person won't know cos people nowaways are stupid and insensitive!

I've seen something like this:

'i've tried but i just can't get you off my mind.'

'after so long... i realise i still mis u...'

'will you ever feel the same way about me? o wells...'

I shall not mention names. These are taken from my msn contact list. All are from RP. Go find out yourself. shh... if you know who.

I wonder why. Is it because you are afraid that after expressing how you feel, friendship will be hurt? So you chose to stay put and wait until you become ah gong and ah ma? Most people are often caught in the middle. But, hey, ever thought how the other party feel? What if he or she is waiting for you to take the first step? I'm feeling ambiguous.

6:28 AM

~~Monday, December 04, 2006~~

I skipped today school for the mediacorp drama @ salvation army. Damn it. Today's lesson is very important but i'm not in class. It's about screenplay!!!! GG. I waited outside the radio gate for 1 1/2 hours, Sun tanning away. _|```|O

I finally get to see how a real shoot works. The lightings, the diffuser, gels, camera etc. I took notice of the 3 point lighting and the camera angles on the moniter. cool. The moniter screen so BIG! A 12 inch tv. I peeped into the cue sheet of the producer. The table has shot, shot size, description, takes, remarks. I don't know what is shot size. The number of takes comes in a table of numbers: 1, 4, 7 etc.

The director's voice was real LOUD. ACTION! They did a lot of dolly shots. Dolly shots on teresa and the audience. I realized that the director's eyes are very sharp and he is very particular about every little detail in the whole shot such as the posture of the actors. No wonder he's called a director. Such small little detail can make a lot of difference to the shot. I saw mediacorp stars such as felicia chin. she's tall! She smiled at me, so i smiled back lorz. diao.
I've been teaching teresa for 3 days. _|```|O Keep telling her not to be nervous. She did what i've taught her. Thank God. But still, In the end I have to dub. Director took a close up shot of my fingers playing the guitar. sianz. _|```|O I hate the lights!

The story damn cliche but I almost forgot, it's a TV drama.

4:38 AM

~~Sunday, December 03, 2006~~

My mama woke me up this morning and brought me to bugis to get my sprained finger treated. Tired sia! Pain ah! This uncle uses chopsticks to treat his patients. I find it amazing. He poked chopsticks all over my hand, rubbed and pull a little here and there.

In the midst of getting my finger treated. An auntie came by. Waiting to get treated. My mama asked if she was the first time. She said no but she said it after the treatment, her stiff neck did improve. I was like, okay. She said that this is just subjective or process to get better. (i can't remember clearly) but there's one thing she said that i remembered. Only God can give us instant healing. Wahahaha! My back facing her but my heart said Amen! Followed by a scream because the uncle hit my acupoint!

3:35 AM

~~Saturday, December 02, 2006~~

will a person die of fatigue? ahhh, i want to faint already! I'm so tired! Stiff shoulders and neck, tired legs, swollen finger tips, sprained middle fingers. Can someone sponsor a wall for me? I want to go bang against it. Oh gosh! I'm going crazy!

oh yes! I haven't write my PP proposal. CRAP! AHHHH~~~!!!! Jesus Christ! SAVE ME! FYP?! nononono... I'm coughing like a tuberculosis patient. Thanks to the xiao long bao @ ding tai feng. Captain's Ball postpone to next feburary? This is nonsense. RP holiday school? Slacker school? My FOOT! STRESS AH!

I don't think i'm gonna work all the way during the holidays. I'm gonna complete my PP first. Otherwise I will cry. BIG time!

To andy: hey, still love sick? sorry for all the excuses, i need some time to settle down cos everything came to abrupt.

7:03 AM